life has been pretty interesting, i must say. haven't blogged in what seems centuries. well...lets see. im broken. but a good broken. lets just say im accepting where i am right now. i know i'm not in the best spot...havent been attending church or anything god-related in quite a while. i miss it and i know i'm slowly slipping away. ok...maybe a little faster then i thought. i'm caught up in a relationship that i dont know where its going. we both like each other but he doesnt know what he wants. its difficult. its like im giving my heart but i dont know quite how much of his he is willing to give. he was in a difficult relationship before i came along...so thats why i think he doesnt quite want a committed relationship at the moment. i hope he doesnt think it'll be the same as his last because i'm not like her at all. i dont know. this is probably not the best situation to be in right now in my life. but...then again, doesnt God put everyone in your life for a reason? isnt there a lesson hidden somewhere deep in the heart of this relationship? forever searching....
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